Well, there's this little girl I know, she's beautiful, a true angel with an amazing life ahead of her, and i've been spending all of my time hanging out with her, and building a future for the two of us. Her name is Kadence, she's perfect in every way, she's filled my heart with joy and love and fills it more every day, regardless of the fact that it's overflowing - this little girl is my daughter.
I knew being a mum would be a lot of things, but I never knew how it really WOULD be. In everything I do, my mind always wanders to Kadence, and how it will effect her, and her life.
I never knew I would want to cry multiple times a day without even knowing why, overwhelmed with magnificent emotion, and having to hold it in, in fear of not being able to stop.
I never knew I would be capable of anything and everything I never thought I could do, simply because I have a little girl looking up to me from such innocent and pure eyes, and I want to be able to show her that she CAN do anything, no matter what.
There's so many things I never knew, and so many things that astonish me every day.
I never truly knew who I was until Kadence came into my world, and coloured in the grey areas of my life with colours I've never seen before.
I thought my life was over, that I had to sacrifice my happiness for someone else's, that that's what being a mum was.
I was wrong.
My life was just beginning, and the things I used to consider "sacrifices", are now an absolute joy.
I would do it all one million times over, go through all the hurt and brokeness again, if it meant having my angel girl in my arms, just as we are now.
This is what true love is, I never knew.
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